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Monday, September 14, 2009

.. so it has been told ..


After I left her.. Dylan came and joins her. He wanted to leave her there but her cousin stops him from doing so. While eating, Dylan opens her laptop. She let her do so. That night the bus they were on had a difficulty and force to stop. Lucky that she has brought her medicine with her.


-the saddest part is , when she ask me to leave. Not that I am not prepared to leave but the way she make me go.

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Reaching home at 7.00 am, she had plan to take a nap but have to cancel because she had promise her siblings to bring them out. They went to town that morning and spent the time together until afternoon. That evening Dylan open her laptop again and I guess that where all the things started. Dylan invites her to the room and with simple sentences “tell me what had happen? I open your page a while ago and.. Daniel sharing the page, right?” She has a choice but choose to tell everything. Dylan let his tears go. From the beginning until she has finish telling him everything. “All this while, I really love you, I have put lots of hope on you. Never have I thought! All this while I have ask you to follow another guy ...” She argues on everything. And the whole day she is trying to avoid being together alone with Dylan.


- She tired at yet she is not selfish. I like that. I am truly glad that she has been honest with him though it is a diffcult thing to do. Woman like man shed their tears for them. sensitive.
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She went to church. Back from there, Dylan and her two brothers, which has grown up, were drunk. Inside the car, Dylan has told her that she is having an affair, in front of her parents, grand parents and siblings. She felt embarrassed. Reaching home, 11 pm, Dylan became a different person, He act aggressively, he has lost his mind! He banged his head on the wall and he tells it all to his family. She stays silent and let him be. She just let go everything to her own family. Since Dylan had accused her, she let Dylan talk. Her in-laws was fine with this, but she has to stay overnight at Dylan house not because it was late but she has no choice.

- At least, heer family understand her and that was really relieved for me. Honestly, I don't care what he is doing to himself. Not to her!
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Dylan family went back and she manages to kiss her mother in law goodbye. She loves Dylan’s family more than Dylan himself. They always look after her like their own family. What ever it is, she loves her family more. She never divides her love. She felt guilty to Dylan because Dylan has been loyal to her all this while. never! Dylan has been taking good care of her. During the night, when she was short of breath, Dylan will pat on her back rub her chest, most of the night, Dylan has sleepless night because taking care of her and he is good on that just like her father always did to her. There is one time while she was crying, she put her ear on Dylan’s chest and heard something and Dylan says that recently his health was not very good. He always coughing and he have a sickness history with a small surgery while he was just a boy.


-looks like he was taking good care of her. I envy that because I do not have the chance. I pity him, He has to be strong to fight what he was suffering for. But that is not the reason for me to let her go.

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She felt like Dylan would leave her in another way. Dylan has told her that she forgive her for what ever she has done and when she brought her for an x-ray.


-Forgiveness is a gift. She should appreciate it.


She ever read his diary on his laptop. She has never thought that Dylan would use her birthday as a password to his document.

-I don't know what she thinks. Maybe now she knew how special she is to dylan.


Dylan always says the final word but at the end, he will ask for forgiveness and the same goes with her. But he had done it more.

-if forgive and forget is as easy as 123 abc .. they will be no value in the word 'sorry' anymore.


She loves Dylan and Daniel both but she doesn’t know who is she has her heart for. Honestly, she misses Daniel more.


-this last sentences has broke my heart but I valued her honesty.

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